Today is like I took a break from being a christian. Im so confused about so many things. I want to make sure I base my life off of something true. I hope I can trust God. I don’t want to spend my whole life believing in jesus only to die and find out I was wrong. So I’m struggling. I find myself still clinging to the bible and it’s teaching. Trying to serve others and be kind and helpful, but I’m not talking to God. I’m praising him when something good happens, but I still have unconfessed sins from hours and hours ago I keep putting off repenting for. Thinking about praying makes me uncomfortable. So it has me wondering if I’m pushing things too far. Or taking advantage of his grace.